I feel that I have spent much of my nearing 40 years merely existing. I want, correction...need to live. To experience. To feel. Creativity and expression are important to me. I love music. I am newer to fully living the lifestyle, but not the lifestyle itself. I can be both dominant and/or submissive dependant of my mood and/or situation. I'm sure eventually I will choose my place, but I'm not there yet. I long for deep connections with other like-minded individuals.Please do not message me expecting to find your next conquest or someone to f**k. I'm not her.