Hello, my name is Charlotte. Currently 19 years of age and a full time college student. I am studying biochemistry in hopes of getting into biochemical warfare. I've not yet gotten my AA, I have 33 credit hours so only 27 more is needed. In addition to school, I do work at a local grocery store part time. When I am not working or schooling, I'm listening to music, reading when I get my hands on anything good, watch series on Netflix to pass the time, participate in black and white film photography, roller skate, further train/play with my dog, or allow myself to be crushed to death by one of my cats. I have two dogs and two cats. The dogs are a Pomeranian-Husky mix named Peanut and an American Bulldog named Sooner. The cats are both Hemmingways and named Freak and Lil Girl. I hate the smell of smoke and the smell of pot makes me nauseous. I do not drink as it doesn't suit my fancy. I have no tattoos nor piercings. I love outer space and the stars. I love to go stargazing when the mosquitoes are settled down for the year. I am not the most confident person, I never have been, but once I know what I want, nothing can deter me. I'm very thorough with everything I do, I hate loose ends to be left unattended. That being said, when I don't know what I want to do, I tend to drift around and get into trouble in order to stimulate my mind. I hate not having anything to do to keep myself occupied. I love being busy, it's the best way for me to be happy. I also do not tend to get very attached to others, but if I do get attached to you, I'll stay that way for a few years. Once those few years are up, I'll typically vanish off the face of the earth for you. I hate caging myself in and so I have to leave and "fix" myself. I can't stand people who have to cling to me, I am very independent and I deeply feel like everyone should be that way. If you're clingy by nature, please do both of us a favor and not send a message. That being said, I don't know what I am on here for, I'd suppose mainly conversation and friendship, though if anything else forms, it's quite alright, just not my main goal.
My favorite poem is as follows: Invictus by William Ernest Henley
Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find me, unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
