I LITERALLY live and breathe music! I listen to my music too loudly. I get into these moods where I only want to listen to certain song(s), artist(s), and/or genre(s), and I have to listen to them over and over again until it gets out of my system, or perhaps NOT, because EVEN THEN the song(s)/artist(s)/genre(s) still remain stuck in my head/mind. ;D I drive my family insane by playing my music repetitively. I TOTALLY and UTTERLY LOVE Alternative, Heavy Metal, Rock, Punk Rock, Pop, Country, and a bit of a mixture between Hip-Hop and Rap.
I cuss like a bloody f**king sailor, but I'll refrain from doing so if it offends you. I adore babies and kids. I proudly support LGBT! I have a wonderfully gay sister, and I am bisexual but I do tend to like guys a bit more – I’m not sure why, though. You got a problem with that? O_o Go suck it! Kidding! ;P You're absolutely entitled to your own opinion, as I am to mine. Just don't try to change mine.
I am an absolute and total nerd and DEFINITELY PROUD to be one! (; I love to read. Reading takes me on adventures that I'm not able to go on physically, financially, or humanly possible (for some fantasy and paranormal novels). :3 I'm a Punk/Gothic girl. I’m also a newish Anime fan! ^_^
I was born with Cerebral Palsy. No, it is not a disease. Google it and use a reputable website, though that won't give you much information as to the extent to which my disability affects me. However, it gives you somewhat of an idea. I am just confined to a wheelchair, have muscle weakness, and quiet some health problems that I try not to let get me down or in my way, but, on occasion, this does happen, sadly. I do have problems with understanding higher functioning materials, and yet, I still graduated from Campbell University – the UTTERLY MOST STRICTEST and EXTREMELY DIFFICULT private university in this ole hick state of North Carolina! O.o lol.
I am delayed by a few years, but I'm not mentally challenged – just VERY slightly, that’s all! (: It just takes me a little longer to grasp things than it does for other people. There are times when I don't understand at all, but I still give my 150% to try to comprehend. I also have a speech impairment. That doesn't mean that I can't have an intellectual conversation with you. I can; it just takes me a little more time to understand and respond. I mainly communicate with my computer and cell phone (mostly via text messaging), but I can still verbally communicate; it’s just a lot harder and takes longer.
It hasn't stopped me from achieving my dreams of getting a Bachelor’s Degree in English, and it WILL NOT PREVENT me from becoming a bestselling author, which I’m currently writing/working on SIX books/novels of MY VERY OWN and getting ready to PUBLISH a couple of them either late THIS YEAR or very early NEXT YEAR! ;D Go on – ask questions about my disability, health problems, and/or books. I gladly welcome any questions. (: Oh, and, I won’t bite – hard! (; I promise! (:I have come to the conclusion that I not only have Cerebral Palsy, but I also have ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder), OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder), and Perfectionism, and it has been proven to be a fact. :3 I will say that a lot of patience is required if you want to get to know me better. :3 –nods with a smile;
I want to travel the world – travel to places I've never been to or seen before. I ABSOLUTELY HATE being scared. So, please, please, please do NOT come up behind me and scare me. A LOT of horror movies are a big NO NO for me as well. (Sorry horror movie lovers!) I'll cry or cuss someone out if I'm extremely scared or startled. I'm a cat and dog person. We own a blonde and white puppy named, Sunshine! She is my little princess! We rescued her from the pound! (:
I can be pretty random, as you can tell! ;P I strive to be different from the norm. I try to advocate for other disabled people. I was the product of rape, and I don't know who my biological father is, but it doesn't bother me much anymore. I would love to own a Mustang GT and a Ford F150 pickup truck, full bed, four door; both in black and pink interior.
I have a pink Nintendo DS Lite, and, yes, I play video games on it. I love the colors pink and black. I have two siblings by blood. I have a younger sister named Marie, and I love her to death! She is my BEST FRIEND in the whole entire world and always will be! And I have a baby brother named Alex, and he is my protector! :3
I dream of being wrapped in a special someone's arms. Any guy (my age range), who's willing to catch my attention and show true interest in “me,” turns me on and spikes my curiosity! (; I probably have my standards set too high for a majority of guys, yet I can’t help but to have them. I’ve been hurt too many times to just accept anything less than my standards. If you are brave enough to get through my standards and show me that you're not like the rest of the male population, chances are that you'll win my heart and more. (: That's depending on certain things, though.
I am undeniably OBSESSED with books, things, movies, and shows about or that contain fairies, vampires, werewolves, and zombies! I even collect fairy figurines and other things that display and/or include vampires, werewolves, zombies, and other fantasy and paranormal creatures! I HATE words such as: retarded, handicapped, fag/faggot, or ANY derogatory word for that matter. Those words should have never been invented or formed. How would you feel if someone called you those names or words? You would probably feel pretty s**tty, right? Names and labels hurt people's feelings, whether you know it or not. :/
I like chatting with people so let's chat. (: I love shopping and hanging out with my bestest friend EVER, My Sissy, Lauren (Marie) Drake! :*
I'm also a very emotional person. I love the smell of books, new and old. Don't ask why; I just do. I love books and movies that make me cry. Writing, The Little Mermaid, Twilight, The Host, and The Walking Dead are my obsessions right now, too! Get over it! (; lol. If you want to know more about me, you know what to do. (;I'm usually pretty much a VERY caring, loving, nice, sweet, and understanding person to EVERYONE unless and/or until YOU PROVE me WRONG, PISS me the f**k OFF, HARM someone who I CARE about and LOVE, or TRY ANY BLOODY DAMN THING ELSE to AGITATE me, then I can be an OUTRIGHT R-O-Y-A-L BITCH and YOU WILL PAY DEARLY for betraying ME and my TRUST! -_-
