my age does not depict my appearance.....and it certainly does not depict my attitude........I am a christian but my outlook is sweetly deep and dark....there is a darkness that courses through my veins.......not that I am so much twisted or evil.......(ok I'll take twisted) most people don't understand me or care to.....but I'm perfectly ok with that....I'm not normal and don't aspire to be........I find it amazing that I'm not the only one who feels as at peace in a cemetery alone in the dark in the middle of the night.... while most prefer a park with the sun shining.........I find a real peace in darkness.....always have...always will.....guess I'm not normal........but the feelings that wash over me in darkness and solitude surpass anything that is that is considered normal.....but its just who I am and if that deems me unacceptable........so be it......