I'm quiet. I love to do a lot of different things. Reading, photography, traveling, drawing.. I am a very passionate person. It would be pretty awesome to meet someone with some passion. I won't lie I fall in love too easily, but I do keep myself in check. No, I don't sit around writing deep dark poetry.. that stuff is all inside. I'm a great friend, I will tell you that. I care, and sometimes I care way too much. I like to give a guy flowers.. and be sweet, but men don't seem to appreciate the type of love that I convey. It's irritating because I waste so much time on people who have no interest in giving me any of theirs. I'm not perfect, but anyone who gives me a chance will be happy to have me in their lives. I love emotional guys. Come cuddle with me. Let me breathe a smile into your heart. I have low self-esteem, but I have all the confidence you could ask for in a person. I am a private person. My life, especially with a significant other is nobody else's business. I don't dig drama, all I want is peace. I don't do drugs, but I do drink sometimes. I have like three classes to finish a degree in Administrative Networking, and I work in financing. Please don't let any of that intimidate you, anyone can get a degree in anything, and anybody can print papers for people to sign. I'm not above or below anyone, but I would like to find someone I can stand beside. I'd like to add too, I do have a habit of calling people Sir, or Ma'am. Not just my job but a military lifestyle (my brother). For the past 11 years I've grown accustomed to a professional demeanor, but I am not always so serious. I love to act goofy and cuddle like a kid so I do have multiple layers of pure sanity.
I love the sky. Stars are amazing. I watch anything and everything related to the universe on Netflix. I don't watch much tv. Obviously my favorite constellation is Orion. I have it on my chest. It's not the best tattoo, I should have thought a little harder about who I went to to get it... but I'm that impulsive. I even went to have it 'fixed' and it's still bluh, but hey, it's in a spot people don't see and it's for me. That's all that really matters. Orion is close to my heart because it has always been in the sky, and I always sat outside looking at the belt, wondering why those three stars lined up so perfectly, but I never knew what they were until much later in life. You know, when Google was all like, hey... look s**t up...and I was all over some internet.
So, I don't know you, and you don't really know me but I will be as real with you as I can be. Guys always friend zone me for some reason. I smell pretty awesome, so it's not that. I work, 3 classes shy of a degree that I've worked my ass off for, and I've never asked for anything. I don't want money. Just time. Just share some smiles with me. Maybe I am not THE most feminine looking girl.. but you know what? I'm a total sweetheart, trust me... people tell me this .. and it's become so redundant that when I hear someone say it.. I know they're NOT interested. That's the lead-in... 'you're very sweet... you're so thoughtful... that's a nice gesture.' Hah. You boys with your little tells. Good news is, I take hints really well. I don't wanna be all up in a guy's experience if he doesn't want me there. That's just silly. There is somebody on this shatty planet who WILL accept me for me, and not toss me to the side. I can assure you, he will be the luckiest man alive. I prove love, I don't just talk about it.
