I'm terrified of any commitment that may involve me getting emotionally hurt. I only have Netflix to accompany my lonesome self, but yet i yearn for someone to run their fingertip through my mob of messy dishwater brown hair. I have a deep love for music, I've been in band since primary school but yet by this simple act I've disappointed my family. I don't know how I'm supposed to carry on with my craving for the immaculate when everyone despises everything thing that i try to achieve. i just want someone to appreciate me for who I am.