One peculiar 'up-punk' radical with several sadistic avenues broadly ranging from minor infliction to an overnight maximum/paraluzation. I too revel in its receiving, after all becoming masoficial before supplementing any inclinations toward sadism or opportunity exchange. I majority excite in being subdued by processes of overcoming strengths (displaying a fiercome and eradicating temperament; either mental or physical).
P.S.: "I enjoy treatment similar to females by other females ONLY."
P.S.S.: "An catastrophic befringement has begun..."