Somehow I keep turning to the alt scene. I distinguish myself by finding my contrast in others. It doesn't mean hate. It means definition. Contrast is love for me and I think for starters my eyes feed on it (or rather a small dose of it) through the visual aesthetics of the goth/emo dress. Some things about artwork that is favored by those who classify themselves as Goth/Emo...pick your pick, embrace life and death as one. So I suppose that I seek a certain atmosphere and community where the bigger picture isn't scary but effortless as breathing air.
I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs. I find my nirvana through engineering art and learning how to exist.
