some people like to call me dez,dezzy or whatever im fine with all of that .I don't like to call myself emo because emo is emotion ,if any thing I have a lack of it ,but trust me I fake it really well. I am 16 I live in the most f**king country part of north Carolina and I hate it ,I try really hard to leave but I seem to always find myself coming back.im kind of thick ,saying that its just im curvy ,I don't call myself a fat bitch because fat bitches complain about themselves and you will never hear me complain about my weight im just a BBW lol. I love scary movies ,the scarier the better. I also like to be scared in haunted house, I guess im crazy like that.
something you should really know about me Is I am a strong woman who wont be taking advantage of so easily saying that I am very cautious of things that make me feel uncomfortable .the main reason I came to this site is all the people im around suck ass holes and I need new friends and if friends turn into relationships well ok

I am going to feel stupid if this web site is just a lot of emos and scenes only wanting booty calls, I like to keep thing natural I wont do anything to altering I wont get a piercing or tattoo till I know I cant get anywhere else in my life. I have cut myself a lot and im not proud of it but so far I have stopped for like 3 months .i hate liars and I will be angry if you lie to me . my favorite bands are BLACK VEIL BRIDES ,PEIRCE THE VEIL ,FALLING IN REVERSE and my personal favorite is FAMOUS LAST WORDS .my favorite color is black and turquoise and I probably took to long in my description but whatever. Well this is me if you don't like it shove it.