Im bipolar I have mood swings I was diagnosed with major and sever depression and PTSD and SPD. I want someone who will love me for who I am I self harm I listen to music to calm me down I listen to BVB or Pierce the veil or suicide silence I have a few extra pounds on me but I consider my self fat as so does everyone else I have attempted suicide 5 times and the last time landed me in he psychic ward. yeah im f**ked up in the head but that's just who I am