Straight down to the point, I'm 17, and I am so lost to the point I'm about to give up on loving somebody. I tried long distance but that never works and everyone I know makes me either a second choice, they're s**ts, or just not my type... I'm still a virgin I'm just an antisocial lonely gamer boy in Maryland. I like girls who aren't thin or too big either, I'm not thin either yet I'm not big either. I love emo/punk/goth/hipster girls and it's all I've ever and will ever be with. I'm a VERY loving guy I write poetry and love songs all for the girl who I love. I want to make them happy is all I ask!