Tosca in Brief:
Girl next door on the outside, ***** pervert on the inside.
I'm real, I'm raw, I'm a bit of a dark horse. There's a lot going on behind this pretty smile.
I've just gotten back from two years spent living in London. It was grand but also very challenging. It's good to be back.
I'm trying to figure out which way is up and what I should be doing with my life. I'm looking for someone to challenge and inspire me. Most of all, I'm looking for someone to ground me.
In Tosca's Briefs:
I am quite creatively minded, so I'm good at a whole bunch of creative things. I like music and music likes me. It's also this really special thing that I like to share with my friends. That song I like to listen to on the Tube; that concert we went to in Amsterdam; waiting in line like giddy school girls; jumping up and down like a loon; driving in your car shouting "get f**ked you f**king f**k wit, you can't move into my house" at the top of our lungs. Share your music with me, share your soul.
I am many things but I guess the most relevant is that I am sexually submissive. I crave someone worthy of my submission. Someone who gets hard at the idea of hurting and humiliating. Someone with a monster inside.
I'm into quite a bit more than rope and needles, it's just that these are things you can stop and take a picture of. It's hard to capture intensity or ecstasy with an image.
In a romantic relationship I'm quite playful. I get off on pushing buttons. I like to see how they react to the things I do to them. This is the most fun when they push back and it turns into a game of brinkmanship. I will push the red button because I'm curious about the fallout. I prefer to lose. I need someone I can push and who will push back.
