You should n't be a fan of contraceptives, especially not how you looking, well pills and such and spirals and and rubbers throw it all away hahah, so many things you can deal with, and its always fun playing such russian roulette with your life, believe me i checked once and i was one off the bullet in the barrel hahaha, but its just never my fricking time. And then now i turned into a fundamentalist christian, i mean not that i want to convert you i just stay like that for myself, kids loyalty and beauty of religious arts hahaha. as they said around Huysmans age in 1980, our desire is infinate and what we can desire finite, so do we chew at the grass like the cow or convert to christ. hahaha, have it your way. No more sillyness here from me