I meditated on this and for some reason I feel like I should leave this as is?
Even though he was gone from here or yester-year I thought could the wolf grow fangs of darkness and the light? But even so he would remain the darkness that cloaked the midnight. But I even thought of yester-year I would if I could hold the knife up to you and combat you and call that love? But you see I always hold the knife to myself and I held the knife at myself but I really held the knife to the demon's beast mask. Because self liberation is the one of self goals just like the chessman you see. I wonder how many times I see myself on a throne with closed eyes dreaming of paradise and you mother. But the way I destroy myself and others is just like a pile underneath me. I'm self obsessed with myself and destroying myself. It's beautiful and I can't deny anything because I've yet to refuse self denial of one's existence but you see like the chessman says ''I can't lose I must empress the Queen even if she needs to be used'' because that is just reality dumping pawns right before the very feet of the King and perhaps the Queen steps on the pawns. But the rook you see the hidden archer but do I self target others that are close friends or a lover of mine? Or do I self target myself liberation? I can't help but to see the end without you. Toxic miasmatic love. The enthralling way of enchantment for me. Just like the spine of the bishop the most important one that should be kept true ''hidden on the bishop's blade'' because that blade is me and I hide myself with that blade. A damned snake he told me if I could hear one more thing in life is the eaten roots of the Yggdrasil Tree the screams and the roar of the serpentine. Because you see water is where I thrive where the raven drowns the feathers in a fragile state and all all I can think about is pulling out the rook in the drowned feather's of the magi's crest the ''raven'' the last of the falling eyes of the rain and the shore as the wolf jaws open and the half grown serpentine's tongue. As I hold the rook with my paws I stare at a gaze and hoping the mother snake will notice me. You see I don't care because all I want is a checkmate for myself but I understand in life I want to be drowned in you and consumed in alchemy. But you see it's just like a white hare anything can be stained ''black'' even if life isn't beautiful to me but you see what is beautiful to me is pawns just like small daggers always being held behind and twisted and holding the knife close to someone. I see myself as a unit as I always have. Self combating. That combat is destroying myself but you see mother what if I hit checkmate last? Then the bishop falls on the Yggdrasil Tree branch....fragile self and arms and spider like fingers the drowned raven looks at the Yggdrasil Tree. I'll turn you black just like my hue is black but perhaps.....checkmate isn't for certain....
* This is more hints and tips about what I look for in a relationship if my blog wasn't a good general idea etc.
I like being courted and unusual way. I'm sort of old fashioned. I would like someone that is into me into dating would give me a token that symbolize our relationship. I think this is very symbolic and traditional on how I like things just like burning and purifying the diseased people on a stake and offered in a demon wisp box. I like things like the olden wolf ways and how I was raised by Loki and Mother. I believe having a inexpensive item that shows what you think about your partner is very symbolic and your partner will always be with you.
I'm not looking for a full on 24/7 physical or s-e-x-u-a-l relationship. I don't date for fame or social status or how much income you make. Also I'm really shocked about women these days apparently from a few profile accounts I read height matters? Like why? As a female myself I can't understand that logic @ all.
* Pro tip I also don't understand this Onlyfan $hit either as a female. Like the first thing a female things about joining a social media or a dating platform. Oh $hit gotta post my OnlyFan account. Like ? I don't understand man I really don't. Also I will state this again even if we're dating I will not send you a n-u-d-e I stand by my modest attitude and appearance and my motherly wolf duties.
I'm not being s-exist either when I type this. I prefer the male to tell me that he wants to date me as I don't want to cross any emotional boundaries as I like to be respectful and just wait for the male to tell me his feelings. I know this might seem like a s-exist feminist to say but I just don't like bothering people or crossing boundaries so I'm not expecting you to understand.
* Pro tip after doing some searching I understand now why I do this and half the reason is because I got rejected many times or the person I confessed my feelings too said ''he found someone better than me'' so I kind of shunned myself from asking so you can say the reason above this text speech this is the other portion etc.
And I also like matching shampoo and conditioner and body wash and a hair brush because that makes you feel closer to your companion and I even got told I was weird for this....not often but a few times etc.
* Pro tip I will never ask someone to match my hair color because I dye my hair black and I know many men would say hell no if there hair is a gorgeous red shade or gingi shade or a lovely shade of brown etc.
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