i am so much in love with rock metal emo and screamo music i also can scream sing as well i do have a past as does anyone but i killed myself and came back alive i am reborn and shall i find my love i will die with him and we can be one as i lay down at night and dream of us i can only hope to never wake up i have 2 kids both girls i love them and will always love them but i do say i know i have not found my night and for i am waiting lost with out you come take me away and lets never look back lets be forever one are you down with that love and hate is not the same but love me or hate me i will always be the same i dont want to play games so if you are real i am hear and wont let you down if you want to know about me you will have to find out and ask thanks