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I enjoy drawing, painting, sewing, sculpting, and writing... among other things. I can be talkative and kind, or reserved and "aloof" preferring to just listen to music and think or draw/ write. I often get bored with my hobbies and that makes me feel all the more locked up. I just want to get lost in everything new and exciting.
(Edit: There's not much other than new people to discover yet, and I'm feeling very numb/ isolated)
I deal with GAD and Depression, but I try not to let it bring me down... it's one of the reasons I try to keep myself constantly entertained though. I find it very hard to find people I truly feel a connection with, and even harder to feel a romantic attraction. With that being said, a lot of times I will leave people out of my life that I would otherwise end up hurting, though it is never intentional should I hurt someone I do let in.
DON'T ask my why I'm depressed. I have Major Depressive Disorder. Not one thing happened that could be easily resolved to make me depressed. I've had depressive thoughts since I was three, it's a clinical disorder and not responding well to treatment. I'm not broken, I can be cynical, I don't want fixed or completed- it is a part of my personality at this point.
