AVELMANSON

I'm understanding in most cases, friendly and open minded, i love gothic style i live in New york, i have no real job people say.People look at me like i'm a monster or some satanic freak, But i look goth, but i am truly just being myself. i prefer the darker style of life, that doesn't mean i am not a good person. i'm a Cosplayer, Known for Mayuri kurotsuchi and Grell sutcliffe, and nnoitra gilga/jiruga. I'm not judgemental, i'm friendly, kind, understanding, Artistic, can be emotional, I have depression, anxiety, Borderline personality disorder [NOT BI POLAR DISORDER] I love cats, i'm not a fan of dogs really but i do like huskies. I wear makeup and have long hair, I don't believe all guys don't wear makeup and don't have long hair. I'm Open minded. Race doesn't matter to me btw. I I would like to be treated as i truly am, i have alot of hardships, its painful that i've not been accepted, i cannot conform, i've tried it kills me inside.. i just can't do it. so i hope you understand. I also can be stubborn, and I try to be smart but i have alot of dumb times. Hmm. i hope thats looked past, i am never given a chance... its painful i really hope that someone would get the chance to know me, i'm a honest friendly guy, i don't believe in hiding anything or lying, i'm understanding but also outgoing when i can be, i'm often shy among females, i don't feel like anyone finds me attractive, which is saddening. if you wish to learn more.. ask.